Semalam hari yang penuh emosi. Semalam anak aku, anak sedara, anak teman2 ku, semua nya ambil keputusan 'O'level masing2. Aku banyak menangis semalam. Menangis gembira kerana anak aku lulus, walaupun dia mendapat 20mata, I am still very proud of him. Dan aku menangis kerana ada yang gagal.
Cikgu sekolah, dan ada sesetengah orang di sekeliling yang tidak ada keyakinan terhadap diri dia. Aku tak salahkan sesiapa pun melainkan diri dia sendiri. Selama empat tahun dia di sekolah bedok green, dia banyak menghabiskan masa bermain, cabut sekolah, detention jgn cerita together with his crime partner Nabil....wakaka.
Ketika dia pass 'N' Level, even the principal don't want him to take his 'O'. They want him to go to ITE. I have never look down on ITE. Its just that if he is eligible to take 'O' why was he not given his chances. Tak menyesal aku bertegang urat dgn principal waktu itu.
And there is this one teacher, Mr Chew, the one and only who have confident in my son. He never give up on him. Sayang nya, bila arry got the result, he has already retired. I wish I can thank him personally.
Aku menangis kegembiraan bila mendengar arry lulus. It has been my dream to see him pass his 'O' and go to poly. After all the mistakes that he have done, this is the only way to prove that he regret his pass. Lagipun ini untuk masa depan dia, bukan aku. That's what I've been telling him over and over again.
Aku menangis juga, and feel very sad to know that some didn't make it. Especially someone who is close to my heart. I hope, whoever the person is, don't give up. I'm so sorry for u dear. Ambil lah ini sebagai satu iktibar dan cuba lagi. U still have time. Masa itu emas. Gunakanlah dengan bijak. Jangan cepat putus asa. Anggap lah ini sebagai satu pengajaran yang amat berguna untuk masa hadapan.
