Sports has always been my interest. I luv to see guys or girls very active in sports. I feel no matter what, sports make u feel healthy, macho, fit, and have nice BODY. Admit it. Before I have children, I use to dream that all my children will be active in sports. But, GOD is not on my side. I have been pestering my children to take up sports during their secondary years. So sad, nobody listens. I have dreams that one day Ifa gonna be a swimmer. She has very strong arms. When arry said he want to join soccer during his secondary school, I feel elated. But all my hopes crashed. Ifa decided to join band. I don't want to force my children do things that they dont enjoy and no interest. I give in to them.

Finally, Arry now is in Poly. He seems to have the interest in sports now. I'm so happy. I give him all my support all the way. Whatever he needed for the sports that he is into, canoeing, I try my very best to provide him the basic needs. I give him cash to get himself a swimming trunk. Yesterday, my bro give me additional $50 bucks to top up the cash I have to buy him his running shoes. And not to forget his goggles. But before we go eastpoint, he did tell me, tomorrow they gonna make a final selection. And there are not many people join canoeing. He is reluctant to buy the shoes. I said proceed, cause he need it for running tomorrow. I know he don't want me to feel bad if things don't turn right. I told him not to worry too much.

And today, true enough, the selection was made. Non of the malays were selected. No matter how hard he try to impress them, nothing works his way. I know how he feels. Frustrated, dissapointed, irritated, down and many more. After making the student buy all the necessary stuff and they were told to beat it. How unfair life is. But anyway, maybe there's a blessing.

Just when my dreams were about to come true......wakakaka

Hati ibu akan tetap merasa apa yang anak rasa.

Hope that better things will come his way. I will always pray for my children......I will.

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