ASNI TAN

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Basri came home last friday from camp. Malam nya he said he want go to pasar malam. I ask him for what. He said he want to buy kebab. Ifa, Arry and me kirim also. But when he came home he bring me a pot of orkid plant. How thoughtful of him. He knows I luv this plant. I appreciate for his thoughtfullness. Little things like this does make me feel happy. He miss Nabil. I know that. The bond that he have with Nabil is special. They always look up for each other. Nabil pun suka manjakan dia. Now Nabil is in the Army camp. He will only be back on the 23rd. He call me last night while I was playing badminton. He sounds happy and ask me to wait for him to come back. Kadang2, kasih sayang orang luar lebih terserlah dari keluarga sendiri. Terharu rasa hati ni. Masih ada yang sayang. Walaupun banyak yang membenci. Aku bersyukur pada yang Esa.

This is the plant that Arsy bought for me. Beautiful isn't it. I will treasure it dear.

Went to polyclinic yesterday. Munah, Ika, Zai bantot and Ira also went together. Balik from poly, hantar Ifa to CC to get her edusave award. She's a very shy person. Dekat macam ni pun aku mesti kena ikut. Manage to capture one picture of her.

So proud of her too. My children is everything to me. Dari yang kecil sampai yang besar. Cuma kadang2, anak2 tak memahami hati kita. Selalu salah anggap dan salah sangka. Macam mana kita satu ibu menyelami hati mereka, mereka tak dapat buat sebegitu dgn kita.

For my son Arry,

The pain that u feel right now, I've gone through all this. Backstabbing is not something new. I feel it too son. Aku selalu tak rela bila melihat anak2 dalam kesedihan dan kesusahan. Hati aku sangat2 merasa apa yang anak2 aku rasakan. Suka dan duka adalah lumrah hidup. Allah tak akan menduga umat nya sedemikian jika umat nya tak larat untuk mengharungi nya. Ingat lah, setiap sakit yang Allah turunkan, balasan nya madu yang akan kita terima. Hanya masa yang menentukan. Setiap perbuatan ada balasannya. Hanya masa yang menentukan. Banyak2 bawa bersabar. Ingat tuhan kerana tuhan tu sentiasa ingatkan kita. And Jaja, always listen to my advice kalau nak hidup diberkati. Doa ibu selalu di perkenankan Allah. So jgn suku buat sesuatu mengikut kehendak hati. Jangan buat apa yang Ibu tak suka, akan selamat lah di dunia dan di akhirat.

Dunia ni hanya lah lakonan hidup. Dunia ni hanya sementara sahaja. Buat baik balasan nya baik. Buat jahat balasan nya jahat. All of u my children, are very special to me in your own different way. I LUV U ALL. GOD BLESS U.

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