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Friday, July 31, 2009
Time and again, we feel betrayed, abused and hurt by our children. Time and again we will heal and bounce back to be the pillars for them. Nothing beats a mother's love.

I can understand a mother's feeling, because I am one too. I want you to know, I am always here if u need me. I am always not good with words. But deep inside, I want to hold you and say it's ok. Destiny and Fate doesn't lie. Be strong, I've been there and done that. I know it is very painful. I wish I can talk to you and tell you how I feel and how much I wanted to ease your pain. But I don't want to be misunderstood as always. So I decided to see u from far and feel it from far.

As the saying goes, BLOOD IS THICKER THAN WATER. That is what I have been feeling lately. I will always be there and care for you, like the time when u were small. It doesn't change even though u have ur own family now and we have gone different ways. I believe, we still need each other, no matter how busy we are with our own family to take care of. Believe me, I wanted so much to console and comfort you, but I'm afraid.

Take care and be strong.........

LUV

UR SIS

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3:45 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
This is my friend Lela. Nama penuh Noorlela bte Bujang. Tak sangka dah 33 tahun dia menjadi kawan dan for me, dia lah sahabat aku yang terunggul. Kita berkenalan dari umur kami 14tahun. Semasa sec one and two, we are not from the same class. It happens that my first best friend in secondary is Rosnah, then Tumirah, and Lela and Kamariah. But the closest to me when I left secondary school is Tum. Tapi persahabatan kita tak kesampaian kerana sebab2 peribadi.

Lela was very close to Kamariah. As we grow older, hubungan kami bertukar. It started when I recommend Lela to my working place, Colset. Then kita resign and sama2 go to Singapore Monitor, follow by Times Graphics and Pronto. Baru lah kita stop working together.

Kita pergi tour bersama2. Tioman, Genting, Langkawi. Aku tak lupa tu semua. Masih segar lagi dalam ingatan aku. Life is very simple that time. How we were heartbroken. Kita sama2 cuba membalut luka dari perhubungan yang tak kesampaian. We always share our love stories. Dan kita masing2 kenal pasangan kita. Jatuh bangun kita bersama semasa mengharungi zaman remaja. Semua nya aku semat dalam hati dan aku simpan sampai mati. All those were sweet memories, especially during our tour at Tioman. So sweet........God I miss those time.

Semasa kita di Times Graphics, kita berdua bersama2 mendapat jodoh. Dan kedua2 suami kita bekerja di Genting Lane, SPH. Masa berlalu, sesudah kita bernikah, aku dan Lela berhenti kerja. Aku dan Lela join Pronto, but our husband was still in SPH. Tapi rezki suami aku tak lama di situ. Dia berhenti dan terus bertukar2 kerja sampai sekarang.

Kemudian. kita mendapat anak, aku 2 lelaki dan 2 perempuan. Lela 1 lelaki dan dua perempuan. Anak2 kami skrg pun dah besar panjang. Sometimes to kill our time, Lela will ask me out. We will have dinner or lunch together. Lately dia ada ajak aku gi tengok wayang. masa belum mengizinkan. I will one day. Hope sebelum bulan puasa.

What I'm trying to say is, tak sangka akhirnya yang masih tetap tak berubah yang tinggal hanya aku dan dia. Aku sungguh2 menghargai persahabatan dia. Seorang yang lembut dan prihatin. Tak sangka persahabatan yang kita bina dari zaman persekolahan, berkekalan hingga umur kami sudah hampir mencapai ke angka lima puluhan. Aku ucapkan terima kasih Lel, for always being there for me. I will always treasure you. Biarpun badai dan ombak tak berhenti mendatang, our friendship remains and will always be........

Kalau boleh, biar lah sampai ke akhir hayat. Semoga Allah memberkati.

u are very special to me that no other friends will be.

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2:56 PM
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
We were suppose to play badminton last Saturday, but suddenly Rosli call and ask us to tag along to simming pool. Mula2 aku tak nak, sebab kalau gi swimming pool aku tak leh exercise. But finally Munah pulak call and said its best that we go swimming pool sebat its only at Tamp. So I agreed.

Yang menggeramkan aku tak da lain si Aimin. OMG....he is so cute and adoroble. Dia tak nak naik sampai dah time nak tutup. Punya susah nak suruh dia keluar from the pool. Dah mandi dan salin baju pun dia masih nak masuk dalam pool lagi. Aku terus ajak dia keluar. Bila keluar dia terus lari duduk kat tangga. Aku suruh dia posing nak ambil gambar. Dengan senyum montok, dia betul2 posing. He is so cute.











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